Those of you kind Readers who were actually taking in what you were reading in the previous post will have noticed what turns out to be one of the oddest, possibly ironic and innocent pits in to which I have fallen since I started blogging. Talking about the President Elect of the United States I wondered whether or not there was the equivalent of a Tower in which, either to throw him or for him to throw anyone else who dared to steal his cricket bat. Of course there is: he lives in it.
As it happens, as I have confided already, I sense the possibility that his very election was an unintended consequence and now he has to go on with a play-date he thought someone would surely protect him from. My whole unseeing stupidy caused me to think of other unwitting outcomes which may well arise from well intentioned intentions. I am reminded, for instance, of Humpty Dumpty who was seriously unlikely to have sat on that wall had he known that, ultimately, it would mean the end of life as he knew it. I remember, as a very young woman, going to an auction with someone who was a serious contender. He was late and I arrived before him and, you've guessed, put up my hand in a wave to show him where I was sitting and found myself the proud owner of a rather pretty mirror. No problem with the mirror: the problem was I could not afford the money to pay for it. Luckily, the auctioneer was sympathetic to the weeping student beseeching him and agreed to put it in the next sale and refund my cash if it sold. It did. I have rarely trusted myself at an auction since that time. As you have heard me going on about before and even befive, the Wizard of Cyberspace affords more examples of unintended consequences than are dreamt of in your philosophy. There appears to be a 'thing' on the front of my laptop which totally eliminmates every stitch of work if pressed on. I swear there is no visible indication of this er-facility and I have, more than twice, wiped out a whole post or a whole letter of excuse to Parking Finers just as I got to the 'bore da' bit. There is a sometimes advantage to this particular unintended consequence: the re-write is often more succint and shorter than the original and, therefore, better. Non of these examples compares, however, with a very old story, though apocryphal it maybe , best heard in a Welsh accent, of the woman who confessed to her best friend that her unmarried daughter was pregnant; a disaster in that day and age. The friend asked, in horror, how that had come about. "Oh", was the reply, " She didnt hear what the gentleman said". Bore da
Thursday, 24 November 2016
Friday, 18 November 2016
Cliches
Sometimes I find myself wishing that the people who make decisions were as old as I am. I don't mean world changing decions - or, maybe, those too - but minor decisions which seriously impinge on my daily life.
For instance, how has it come about that the broadsheet newspaper I take in order to attempt the crossword, (with a view to exercising my brain of course), has recently started to spread an article across two pages? More, it prints photographs in the same way. Now, I am not physically able to cope with the spread unless I am reading it at a table where it seems big enough to serve as a tablecloth. Truth to tell, it is only in convalescence that I have been reading the news in the paper which, hitherto, I simply turned on its back in order to access the crossword. What a revelation: somehow, the ways of the world seemed to me more filtered when picked up from radio or television. Black and white and the time to read drives home the significance with the force of a pneumatic drill. The Western world can't be about to be led by an unruly, spoilt infant in the guise of a squat man badly in need of a haircut. It seems to me that the President Elect of the United States had, what in the American language may be called "a ball" during the raz-mataz of the election campaign. Confronted with the reality of getting what he believed he wished for, it wouldn't be surprising if he were more than a little taken aback. As in "I will accept the job of Head Boy in your Boarding School, but I don't want to live in and I want my brothers and sisters to be there, full-time, to play with me." The next logical step could well be "off with his head" or confinement in whatever Tower exists in the United States. But details such as the layout of a newspaper and the height - or not - of park benches are never dictated by the needs of the elderly. (Since you ask, if a park bench is less than a certain height from the ground it is very difficult for the arthritic elderly to rise out of ). Self service eating facilities present more dilemmas. Are you old enough to find yourself carrying a tray, a hand-bag and a walking stick, in front of the cutlery stack wondering how the H... to get what you need without tumbling over - you as well as the tray? But perhaps, until someone offers to help you put on your socks the full force of outside decision taking can't possibly hit. ( I refer you back to the jolly old carers who decided 5.30 was a good time for the last meal of the day). I must confess I was never brilliant at taking orders. For instance, I left a drama group because the Director's decisions about character interpretation were not the same as mine. However, it seems to me I have had to get on with not a few vicissitudes in all these many decades. Deciding and accepting that I am a cliche of an old lady is both character building, funny and extremely challenging Bore da
For instance, how has it come about that the broadsheet newspaper I take in order to attempt the crossword, (with a view to exercising my brain of course), has recently started to spread an article across two pages? More, it prints photographs in the same way. Now, I am not physically able to cope with the spread unless I am reading it at a table where it seems big enough to serve as a tablecloth. Truth to tell, it is only in convalescence that I have been reading the news in the paper which, hitherto, I simply turned on its back in order to access the crossword. What a revelation: somehow, the ways of the world seemed to me more filtered when picked up from radio or television. Black and white and the time to read drives home the significance with the force of a pneumatic drill. The Western world can't be about to be led by an unruly, spoilt infant in the guise of a squat man badly in need of a haircut. It seems to me that the President Elect of the United States had, what in the American language may be called "a ball" during the raz-mataz of the election campaign. Confronted with the reality of getting what he believed he wished for, it wouldn't be surprising if he were more than a little taken aback. As in "I will accept the job of Head Boy in your Boarding School, but I don't want to live in and I want my brothers and sisters to be there, full-time, to play with me." The next logical step could well be "off with his head" or confinement in whatever Tower exists in the United States. But details such as the layout of a newspaper and the height - or not - of park benches are never dictated by the needs of the elderly. (Since you ask, if a park bench is less than a certain height from the ground it is very difficult for the arthritic elderly to rise out of ). Self service eating facilities present more dilemmas. Are you old enough to find yourself carrying a tray, a hand-bag and a walking stick, in front of the cutlery stack wondering how the H... to get what you need without tumbling over - you as well as the tray? But perhaps, until someone offers to help you put on your socks the full force of outside decision taking can't possibly hit. ( I refer you back to the jolly old carers who decided 5.30 was a good time for the last meal of the day). I must confess I was never brilliant at taking orders. For instance, I left a drama group because the Director's decisions about character interpretation were not the same as mine. However, it seems to me I have had to get on with not a few vicissitudes in all these many decades. Deciding and accepting that I am a cliche of an old lady is both character building, funny and extremely challenging Bore da
Thursday, 10 November 2016
Furthermore...
It is now five weeks since Liz had an operation and I am still working on half, well, maybe, two thirds cylanders. One of the conundra is how much is legitimate debility and how much Anno Domini. (Oops, I am reliably reminded that one doesn't say that anymore: it is BCE, I believe: Before the Christian Era, as I think I have pointed out before. There must be those who might be offended by the use of that time-honoured way of expressing the passage of time, but in view of what may happen to the Western world as a result of events in the USA it pays to be extra careful not to give offence to anyone anywhere.
Reconciling current experience with long-term expectations is proving quite a challenge. The saga of the Council-sponsored carers continues. Liz has to reconcile herself to a complete stranger poking her head around the door and saying "Hi Liz". The demand on my conscience and charity is beginning to outgrow the supply. One lady came up four times from the kitchen to ask such basic questions I began to wonder whether this was some kind of test of the degree to which my mind had given up the ghost. One couldn't use the microwave oven, One couldn't use the oven oven. One - the one who couldn't use the microwave but hadn't time to wait for the oven to heat - forgot the frozen peas which had been the subject of Liz's descent in to the kitchen, herself, to point out freezer and the peas therein, along with a saucepan very used to holding boiling water and some vegeatble or other. At one moment, the degree of exasperation was such that I actually asked one carer what she, herself, ate. You don't need to know. On an occasion when I resorted to Fish Fingers (a child's form of goujon in case you are not familiar with them. They are about three inches long and one inch wide, usually cod covered with bread crumbs). Looking at the plate in front of me, I picked one up and let it fall back on to the plate. Crash, Bang, a mini-brick: I might just as well have thrown a pebble on to thin ice. Oh Dear! This is sounding so ungrateful. I am not. It is just that the 'care package' is such a good idea in principal. However, it is a huge waste of resources because it fails in the execution - something I would gladly have performed, with a kitchen knife, if someone close to me had not turned up and taken over the kitchen in what a little person of my acquaintance once called "The knickers of time." Bore da
Post Script. Liz is desolate to have too little strength to attend the annual Mumsnet Blogfest. Enjoy and profit by it: I always do
Reconciling current experience with long-term expectations is proving quite a challenge. The saga of the Council-sponsored carers continues. Liz has to reconcile herself to a complete stranger poking her head around the door and saying "Hi Liz". The demand on my conscience and charity is beginning to outgrow the supply. One lady came up four times from the kitchen to ask such basic questions I began to wonder whether this was some kind of test of the degree to which my mind had given up the ghost. One couldn't use the microwave oven, One couldn't use the oven oven. One - the one who couldn't use the microwave but hadn't time to wait for the oven to heat - forgot the frozen peas which had been the subject of Liz's descent in to the kitchen, herself, to point out freezer and the peas therein, along with a saucepan very used to holding boiling water and some vegeatble or other. At one moment, the degree of exasperation was such that I actually asked one carer what she, herself, ate. You don't need to know. On an occasion when I resorted to Fish Fingers (a child's form of goujon in case you are not familiar with them. They are about three inches long and one inch wide, usually cod covered with bread crumbs). Looking at the plate in front of me, I picked one up and let it fall back on to the plate. Crash, Bang, a mini-brick: I might just as well have thrown a pebble on to thin ice. Oh Dear! This is sounding so ungrateful. I am not. It is just that the 'care package' is such a good idea in principal. However, it is a huge waste of resources because it fails in the execution - something I would gladly have performed, with a kitchen knife, if someone close to me had not turned up and taken over the kitchen in what a little person of my acquaintance once called "The knickers of time." Bore da
Post Script. Liz is desolate to have too little strength to attend the annual Mumsnet Blogfest. Enjoy and profit by it: I always do
Wednesday, 2 November 2016
As I was saying...
The break in transmission of which you were advised has lasted rather longer than I had hoped. Originally, it was to allow time for recovery from an operation to remove a tumour that had no business to be where it was. This was accomplished well with no need for further treatment. Since then, I confess, I have been lazing around reading, trying the crossword and being generally a bit of a bed potato.
Came a day when I saw that a jumper and trousers were not so very different from pyjama top and bottom so discarded the latter and put on the former. Today, I added some underpinning. Next will be make-up and then Liz will be back to her pre-op self. In the meantime, much amusement has been afforded by the carrying out of the Council's Care programme. It seems to me to be geared to those who are so sick they can make no contribution whatsoever to their own care. Although, through the offices of kind friends, I need help only in the evenings to prepare a light meal, at least one, and sometimes three, people turn up three times a day to help with dressing, medication and whatever else doesnt need doing since, in the morning for instance, I am manifestly dressed and breakfasted when the Carer arrives. I do welcome help with a light supper. There is never the same person twice so the littany of where is the kitchen, where is this that and the other has to be repeated eveningly. Light food is interpreted differently by each one. One can't cook fresh pasta for five minutes in boiling water and one can't prepare a 'ready meal' - bought on the advice of a canny daughter - a) because it can't be microwaved or b) because it won't go in to the oven. There was one lady so scary I had to ask her to leave. She must have been fortyish, witch-like, dressed like a teenager with reality difficulties and not a word of English. Even the cat hid under the bed which was, in a way, quite reassuring because he is black and, had she really been a witch, surely he would have taken to her. There was one ocassion when three people stood in front of my bed at the same time listing how I would be helped to dress, to take medication and various other infantilising ministrations. Dont misunderstand me. The Council's care scheme is, in principle, a miracle of need-meeting and I am blessed to be in its net. It is in the commission that it falls down. The patient - I -feel like a list to be ticked off without scope for variation or individuality. Still, it has provided me with tales enough to keep blogging for the next little while and that's a positive since I am, for now, cocooned from the world the rest of you inhabit. Bore da
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